My life now is filled with a lot of 'lasts'. Like, last day i spend before the marriage with my parents, last day i have coffee before the wedding, last day at office, last this and last that... It is also filled with a lot of 'firsts'.
It is such a juxtapose of feelings! I've also been having these thoughts which say 1 week from now i'll be doing this, one week from now i'll be there, one week from now i wont get to do this and that... It simply does not fail to amaze how quickly one day, one moment can change my life. Not change. Change is a very simple world. Let me rephrase...
It simply does not fail to amaze how quickly one day, one moment can take the only life i'm accustomed to, put it into a mixer, add many many more ingredients to it, whiz it up, and make a concoction i am supposed to immediately love without complaining.
I'm perhaps being too cynical but i'd rather be that than get into this whole thing thinking it's gonna be a bed of roses. I like the anticipation though... The anticipation of Sandeep's arrival, of opening all my gifts (yey!), of the beginning of the rituals, of the entire marriage although it is going to be a pretty tedious affair...
The worst of the list of 'lasts'? My mum saying this: "Tomorrow will be the last day you'll spend with us alone before the marriage." This is what i hate! Why can't i have the best of both worlds?! :(
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